September 2009
64 posts
Calling my girlfriend last night was the absolute stupidest thing I could have possibly ever done. where’s the freakin’ rewind button?
If I could turn the clock back, like twenty years, i would have made a different decision. too late now.
I wish I hadn’t sent that email. I wish I could stop thinking about how I wish I hadn’t sent that email.
everyday is like groundhog’s day. i’m never getting off this treadmill, am i? AM I?
I used to love the weekend and live for Friday and the weekend, now I just dread it and wish we had 7 day work week to keep me preoccupied from what’s going on in my personal life…
Fear of the unknown
What if when I move out, he says he doesn’t miss me and we aren’t meant to be, how will I ever get over that rejection, grief and have the strength to move on and hope the love of my life is out there…
what if there is really something wrong with me? i’ll never feel fulfilled, i’ll never find love (if that even exists), i’ll never be satisfied.. i sometimes think i should talk to someone, but fear that it won’t help. what’s talking going to do?
The workers are finally out and the house is almost my own again. Didn’t know that the upheaval of remodeling could cause so much upheaval in my life.
Money. Money. Money. Will we ever be out of debt?
She knows who she is.
I always pick the wrong guys. but when i think about it, i don’t see any of the “right” guys interested. it’s exhausting knowing he’s know right, but not wanting to be alone. which is worse, being with the worng guy or being alone?
This paper just won’t write itself. Deadline - tomorrow @ 3.
i’m coming down with something. swine flu? or just the regular flu? or something even worse?
I swear we’ll never be done working on our house. I’m sick of workmen being here. sick of everything in disarray. sick of it, I say!
hate my job
i go to bed and it’s quiet, but I swear I hear crawling things while I’m asleep. the exterminator syas there’s nothing in the house. riiiiight!
The days, weeks, months and years fly by and I’ve not even come close to doing what I dreamed I would do. I feel like my life is wasting away. Aaaargh!
What if stupid old fear makes me pass up the opportunity of a lifetime? Or what if it doesn’t and I throw away everything to do something that sucks?
another dream about being unprepared for school. woke up in a freight. and i’ve been out of school for two decades already.
worried that I eat too much, that my health is deteriorating
i love a long weekend, but start thinking about how it’s almost over almost as soon as it begins. am i really enjoying the time off?
i worry about the stupidest, most unimportant things.
How come when I bring up any type of home improvement to my husband, his eye starts twitching uncontrollably?
How come when I bring up any type of home improvement to my husband, his eye starts twitching uncontrollably?
i kinda wished i hadn’t moved when he asked me to stay. what if he’s found someone perfect for him by the time i see him next?
RT @troglo92 theres a group of vultures circleing my house. should i worry?
RT @turtlecare I am worried I left my stove & rice cooker on
RT @knittingmummy Oh why are kids so much worry??
RT @phillipmaddox Worried about people after reading #truthursday posts.
RT @NinjaBlaze1 should I be worried about this guy who listens to Taylor Swift?
Sometimes I can’t sleep at night just thinking about everything I have could get taken away any minute and there’s nothing I can do about it.
I know I’m a good friend but think I’m going to be a bad bridesmaid. I hate making plans.
Hurricane Season
Sometimes I want to get a good one, just so we can all close up and take off and hunker down together. But I worry that my wishes will come true for the worst.
What if?
What if he really was “the one” and I just wasn’t good enough to hang on to him? God, divorce is a nightmare.
What if I go to the meeting and don’t enjoy it at all? Will I feel obligated to join the group even though I don’t like group things most of the time?
I hate when people ask me what I’m thinking about.
What if I always feel like I’m missing something?
I hate when people ask me what I’m thinking about.
What if?
What if he really was “the one” and I just wasn’t good enough to hang on to him? God, divorce is a nightmare.
What if I go to the meeting and don’t enjoy it at all? Will I feel obligated to join the group even though I don’t like group things most of the time?
Sometimes my dog goes crazy and starts barking at the door for no reason. Maybe there’s no reason. Or maybe someone’s stalking around and they just get away by the time I get up.
"that friend"
What I’M the friend that everyone secretly doesn’t like but only hangs out with out of habit and not being able to dump a friend.
Getting married in two weeks and my feet are colder than ever.
B.A. in English
Is it as useless as everyone says?
Sharks in swimming pools.
Yes, I know it makes no sense. But there it is.
When I have teachers who had my sister first, I think they get a little disappointed when they meet me. This year it’s half.
Some kids just turn out wrong no matter what you do. What if I wind up with one of them.
When good stuff happens to my friends, I’m only half as happy as I pretend to be. The other half is jealous and I worry that it s hows.
Have I reached that age yet where I stop adapting to new fashions and get stuck in the styles of long gone glory days?
So what if I like chicken.
I know they will want to go somewhere weird that won’t have anything regular on the menu then everyone will roll their eyes and make me feel like an idiot for trying to get a plain old sandwich in an Indian or Vietnamese or Persian or Ethiopian or whatever restaurant.